In life we all go through those ups and downs, you know, imagining how much worse can it actually get? Times of change, anticipating what is going to happen next, but really knowing that it all is just a season. A season that will change. A season that is easier to deal with. A season headed in the direction of "better". A season of realization.
The last 36 months of my life have been a whirlwind of seasons. From finding loves letters in a husband's pocket, to discovering gifts that were purchased for someone else, to coping that someone else has been in your house. Separation. Divorce. Starting over. My seasons were changing fast, so fast that I am not sure I was able to digest all that was going on. Seasons that went from hurting, to forgiveness, to just letting go. Which then led to seasons that brought peace, joy, and happiness. Seasons that I have been able to cherish, enjoy, and live my life. A life that holds no grudges, has no worries, and judges no one. A life that lives carefree, being who I am, not what others want me to be.