Thursday, March 8, 2007

Seasons

In life we all go through those ups and downs, you know, imagining how much worse can it actually get? Times of change, anticipating what is going to happen next, but really knowing that it all is just a season. A season that will change. A season that is easier to deal with. A season headed in the direction of "better". A season of realization.

The last 36 months of my life have been a whirlwind of seasons. From finding loves letters in a husband's pocket, to discovering gifts that were purchased for someone else, to coping that someone else has been in your house. Separation. Divorce. Starting over. My seasons were changing fast, so fast that I am not sure I was able to digest all that was going on. Seasons that went from hurting, to forgiveness, to just letting go. Which then led to seasons that brought peace, joy, and happiness. Seasons that I have been able to cherish, enjoy, and live my life. A life that holds no grudges, has no worries, and judges no one. A life that lives carefree, being who I am, not what others want me to be.

13 comments:

Art said...

Wow. I had no idea. That sucks big-time but it seems like you are dealing with it well. Many years ago I had some experiences like that and I can say I did NOT deal with it anywhere near as well as you. I'll be praying for you. And, hey, keep your head up!

NWJR said...

Well, yay for you! Good luck...sounds like you have your stuff together!

Tiffanie said...

Ahhh yes, now this is the flygirl I remember reading in the beginning . It has been so long to hear from you, I was wondering how you are doing.

SJ said...

You have no idea how much I admire your strength.

Your blog title says it all.

Alcoholic Brain said...

I admire your growth and courage. Glad you are here!

HLiza said...

The crying you had long died now. Don't look back..the future is so great for you to find out. Proud of you, girl.

Enemy of the Republic said...

Some of us have faced what you have faced; some of us never will. Bless you on your journey, friend.

kate said...

That which doesnt kill us makes us stronger... right...

I wish I handled adversity as well as you do. You should be really proud of yourself and all that you have accomplished in such a short time!

cheers, K

LZ Blogger said...

BFG ~ Me thinks that...by having "A life that lives carefree, being who I am, not what others want me to be." ... may have also brought the reasons for "the seasons that brought peace, joy, and happiness. Seasons that I have been able to cherish, enjoy, and live my life." ~ Can't think of a nicer way of LIVING IT! May this season be a LONG one! ~ jb///

Deepak Gopi said...

Hi nice 2 meet u after a long time
Forget the past and think about your future.
:)good day

harshad said...

I admire you for ur attitude.

Lee said...

What happened was certainly not nice but you show a good attitude and are looking forward. Good indicators of mental wellbeing!

Arz000n said...

Seriously...I had no clue..you been thru so much. Hugz and wish you good time ahead.

A life that holds no grudges, has no worries, and judges no one. A life that lives carefree, being who I am, not what others want me to be.
I absolutely loved these lines. I know I can neva follow them, but I wish one day I could. I can neva give up on grudges, especially for the person who I know I cared for has hurt me deeply.

Everything will be fine...Cheers!!