Sunday, February 19, 2006

3rd Times a Charm

This is the third post that I am trying to write today. I am trying to figure some things out right now. Februray is just a horrible month for me. Yes, it has Valentine's Day and my birthday. Yes, it is only 28 days long, 29 in a leap year. But it just sucks. My depression is probably at its lowest it has been in quite some time. There are still too many memories for me not forget at this early stage in my freedom. Don't get me wrong, I am strong, but there is just too much that is lingering.

4 comments:

love auntie betty said...

I think that it is good that you are depressed. You need to feel the pain or it will not ever go away. We grow from pain and it makes us better people. You will always have flash backs. Divorce is like a death. It was one of the hardest thing I ever had to do. You will have sadness,happy days, sick times,and many other feelings you have never felt before. There are 7 stages to heal before you start feel yourself again. Hang in there honey and keep venting until you get tired of it. We all deal with this sort of thing different. It is not about being strong, you are only a human with feelings.

auntie said...

erase the word only, i am a bad typist sorry

Number Twelve said...

Amen, Auntie Betty... amen. And, Bflygrl, that's why I've been stalking you... Just please know that I'm (we're) here when you're ready to come out and play.

Tab said...

Even a loss of something like a marriage,you still grieve.
Give yourself lots and lots of time to get used to the new journey your on,its all yours now to nurture it ...Embrace,trust,you are where you need to be right now.